Realisation

Hey peeps. I know I haven't been in the best of shape lately. Mentally, I'm strained. Emotionally, I'm battered. Physically... Well, I'm just fat. But that's not the point. I realise that recently, I've been acting sort of like an insensitive bastard bent on work domination. Well, I know that. I can say 'oh lala, so much stress' or whatever, but I'm not going to do it anymore.

Reading at what I typed, I realise I was being an emo kid. Somebody who complains a shitload and probably just leave things like it is. You know what? It's about time I change something about that. And that is why I'm making my first 2008 resolution: be back to who I was.

I still remember way back, June 2006, I actually was coping better than I was now. And that is what I am going to do, learn from myself.

I am going to stop moping, I am going to stop complaining. I am going to focus on the good and not the bad. I am going to be Jeremy. Starting... now.